So I have this decision to make, and not much time to make it. This decision will not only change my life forever but be one of the hardest decisions i’ve ever had to make in my life.   This decision can hurt people which ever way I go and that’s what makes it so hard. These aren’t just acquaintances in my life either when I say “people”. They are family, loved ones, friends, and above all…the one guy I’ve fallen head over heels for. 

I’m honestly scared, and not sure what to do except try and make the best choice. I just want to apologize in advance for anyone I hurt in the process.